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X and I aren't really speaking, it's mostly text messages and when we do speak it's all a load of bull...
Well maybe not all of it, but my God, he really knows how to get to me.
-I know he doesn't do it intentionally and I do love the man, but please lay of the hiding your feelings and pushing me away thing, it's getting boring.


So much for me being the understanding and loving person I want to be.
-well I am, especially towards him, that's why I'm letting out some steam here.


I've had two days off work and tomorrow I'm staying in as well. Giving my legs some time off from the shaving.
I hate how it can really irritate your skin. I really need a remedy for that.
Thursday it's back to newly polished nails, smoking hot lingerie and entertaining men in hotel rooms. That usually takes my mind off things.